Is There Any Good Reason?

You know, some people will sing when they can't really say. Some will eat, some will dance, and some will write.

And here I am, writing again.

I'm so stressed out and I don't know what to do.

Chronology

Berikut adalah rentetan cerita sejak 1 tahun yang lalu. Ada yang bahagia ada yang sengsara. But mostly bahagia, I think. Let the pictures and captions tell the story.

November 2011

I met this guy from the internet. Of cause sebab profile picture yang menarik. Plus, maybe sebab topik perbualan yang menarik ( minat yang sama, mungkin ). And no, definitely bukan dari Facebook, bukan juga dari MySpace atau Twitter atau Instagram.

Mac 2012

I finally graduated

Mei 2012

1. Dirisik

2. Mula berkhidmat sebagai Penjawat Awam

November 2012

The day that I married to a person who I can't live without. Macam pertama kali jatuh cinta, seronok tak terkata!

Desember 2012

Got pregnant. Alhamdulillah.

Mac 2013

Wedding reception for both side

16 Mac 2013 di Dewan Ampang Hilir

                           

23 Mac 2013 di Rembau

September 2013
Our first child, our bundle of joy, 'Aaisyah Zuyyina binti Mohd Zulfadhli was born on 30th September 2013 at 2025H via SVD. Allahuakbar dan Alhamdulillah. The moment was priceless.

So, begitulah summary kisah hidupku yang tak pernah ada dalam angan - anganku. Jauh terlalu indah.

November and Post Call Song

Post Call and November Song

Reincarnation

In another life, she would be a kindergarten teacher. A sweet loving one.

In another life, I would be a rock star, singing the songs of my life and my previous life and my cat and my previous cat. Yes, it is still going to be a cat.

She looked straight into my eyes and flicked my nose, "It's a long wait. This is not going to end. Forget them."

In another life, I would be a fat girl so I can donor my O blood. 

In another life... No, I do not want another life.

And the crazy trumpet player will be a crazy trumpet player. Always. Maybe crazier.

Don't Ask

The other day I was feeling very high as fuck. I was drunk with love, I guess. So I wrote in a post, expressing my feelings. But I was so sleepy that I wrote whatever that came through my mind with random words, thinking to edit it later. Too sleepy, too tired and too much of laziness, I decided to sleep leaving it unfinished.

Malas nak tulis. Senang cerita, aku tertekan button ‘Publish Post’ instead of ‘Save Now’. Dengan kadar yang pantas, aku delete that post.

And the next day, entah kenapa manusia itu gatal bertanya “Hey, what’s up with your post? Post yang last sekali tu you tulis ‘but’ tu”. I was like… shit. How did he know?

Pertanyaan tersebut dibiarkan berlalu begitu sahaja sebab aku pura - pura jadi pekak dan terencat.  Malu pulak sebab post tu berbaur jiwang dan memang pada awalnya aku tidak bercadang untuk mempublishkan post tersebut.

Lebih malu lagi sebab post itu ditujukan khas untuk manusia yang gatal bertanya soalan tersebut.

Hmmm post ni pun macam tak layak untuk dipublishkan. Tengok la esok lusa aku rasa nak delete, aku delete.

It Stucks

I'm not a fan of Jason Derulo. But this cute video makes me want to sing and dance.